The "readings" speak about a double: An energy configuration that has our shape, this part of our body. They call it energy body. Others call it Astral Body.
At first it is easy to confuse the other self with the energy parasite. The energy parasite isn't our other self. In fact, the energy parasite has replaced our other self with theirs. It is said when you recover your double, the energy parasite flees from you. There are some excersises that help us to approach or energy body to our physical body.
Well no long ago I had one those dreams that you never forget. I was on bar not sure what I was doing but a person approaches. It was so familiar that when I looked at his face I saw someone I never expected. I saw myself, he talked to me and encorage me to continue workin hard and never give up. That was a day I will never forget.
I can't tell that was my energy body talking to me because I don't really know. But it was amazing!
Thursday, June 26, 2014
And The Search of Power Began
It is been told that we humans posses a lot of capacity and that our we use a fragment of our brain. Well I do know humans have a lot of hidden abilities, nevertheless it is not the fact they are hidden, but we are weak to even notice we have them.
The energy parasites eat us without compasion. Again as I said in other post, it is up to us to fill ourselves and recover our power.
During my days as a student, there was a time I got obssesed with paranormal abilities. At that time I followed a website called psipog which claims that we all humans have psi powers but we have to awake our brain to use them.
I followed their instructions, videos etc and nothing happened. Their excercises focuses on thinking and visualizing and after many attempts I decided to fallback a while and rethink about their procedures. What bothered me is their excersices want us to think, when for a fact that inner silence is where the magic happens.
Well I forgot about their excersices and inventen my own ones. I started with psy-wheel. Using a piece of paper a created a star shaped form and placed it on a needle, using the center of the star as a pivot.
To block any air obstruction I covered the psy wheel with a glass bowl.
On the excersice you start holding eye contact with the star shape. And here is the tricky part, you want him to rotate but at the same time you have to switch to inner silence so thinking on moving the star is not an option. You have to want to move the star but no think about. This is pretty much when you move your arm or hand. Most of the time you don't think you do it, you just do it. And that's it.
So for so weeks everytime after school I did my psy-wheel excersise. They were moments the star shape begin to rotate but just when it was to happen a though breaks up concentration and to brake any hope telling ::"maybe the building is shaking".
So after many attempts after many small moves one day the freaking star moved. It rotated a quarter of an entire revolution. That day the mind, the energy parasite was wordless. The unexplicable happened. This was a strong shock to the mind that it forced me to stop. Later final exams came and I forgot about this event. For some reason I haven't tried to do this again. And when I try I fall sleep.
I shall persist. This will put even more distance between the energy parasite and me.
The energy parasites eat us without compasion. Again as I said in other post, it is up to us to fill ourselves and recover our power.
During my days as a student, there was a time I got obssesed with paranormal abilities. At that time I followed a website called psipog which claims that we all humans have psi powers but we have to awake our brain to use them.
I followed their instructions, videos etc and nothing happened. Their excercises focuses on thinking and visualizing and after many attempts I decided to fallback a while and rethink about their procedures. What bothered me is their excersices want us to think, when for a fact that inner silence is where the magic happens.
Well I forgot about their excersices and inventen my own ones. I started with psy-wheel. Using a piece of paper a created a star shaped form and placed it on a needle, using the center of the star as a pivot.
To block any air obstruction I covered the psy wheel with a glass bowl.
On the excersice you start holding eye contact with the star shape. And here is the tricky part, you want him to rotate but at the same time you have to switch to inner silence so thinking on moving the star is not an option. You have to want to move the star but no think about. This is pretty much when you move your arm or hand. Most of the time you don't think you do it, you just do it. And that's it.
So for so weeks everytime after school I did my psy-wheel excersise. They were moments the star shape begin to rotate but just when it was to happen a though breaks up concentration and to brake any hope telling ::"maybe the building is shaking".
So after many attempts after many small moves one day the freaking star moved. It rotated a quarter of an entire revolution. That day the mind, the energy parasite was wordless. The unexplicable happened. This was a strong shock to the mind that it forced me to stop. Later final exams came and I forgot about this event. For some reason I haven't tried to do this again. And when I try I fall sleep.
I shall persist. This will put even more distance between the energy parasite and me.
You are just the puppet and they are your masters
Every human have the ancient knowledge about the predator. So we are no so lost against them. Nevertheless, must of the time this battle is just a personal battle. The sad thing is by default you are losing. As a matter fact you are not even fighting you are just like a ragdoll which strings are being pulled to do what the master want you to do.
It is up to us to pull the strings, face our enemy and tell them: "I am not here to honor agreements I did not do".
It is up to us to pull the strings, face our enemy and tell them: "I am not here to honor agreements I did not do".
It is always up tp you because you rule your life
There is a fact about energy parasites: they need us to survive. We are their food, they eat our vital energy aligning their energy with theirs. That alignment is what gives us their mind.
The energy parasite controls your life. It tells you what to do and when to do it, it tells you when to feel afraid and when to feel happy.
When a person borns with enough energy to repeal this association they become rebels and eventually it fails into the hands of the predator.
If you protest against their rules they obscure them with fears and doubts. It is the energy parasite the one makes you doubt about your decisions, change of our opinions and feel regret about it.
It is the energy parasite that tells you where you stand in society and tells you that you should stay there for the rest of your life.
Discipline and perseverance is the only way to get rid of them and their rules.
If you want something so badly, then work on it until you get it. Keep in mind that during the journey you will find many obstacles and drawbacks but you must persist and you will get success.
Your word is strong and say to yourself "It is going to happen what I want it to happen because I want to." Keep working hard and whatever barriers are in your path, eventually they will fall and you are going to succeed.
Remember you are not alone!
The energy parasite controls your life. It tells you what to do and when to do it, it tells you when to feel afraid and when to feel happy.
When a person borns with enough energy to repeal this association they become rebels and eventually it fails into the hands of the predator.
If you protest against their rules they obscure them with fears and doubts. It is the energy parasite the one makes you doubt about your decisions, change of our opinions and feel regret about it.
It is the energy parasite that tells you where you stand in society and tells you that you should stay there for the rest of your life.
Discipline and perseverance is the only way to get rid of them and their rules.
If you want something so badly, then work on it until you get it. Keep in mind that during the journey you will find many obstacles and drawbacks but you must persist and you will get success.
Your word is strong and say to yourself "It is going to happen what I want it to happen because I want to." Keep working hard and whatever barriers are in your path, eventually they will fall and you are going to succeed.
Remember you are not alone!
A fear that does not belongs to you
There is a fact I have discovered during my duality fights. The energy parasite always attacks with fear using any situation to produce doubt and concerns on us. Those causes us anxiety and an unsettling feeling in our stomach.
That is the moment where they eat our energy. They love that energy the one produced by fear. But they love most the energy produced by EGO.
Their fear becomes our fear, their crazyness becomes our crazyness it is up to us to stop accepting the fact that they are us.
Unfortunately, trying to convince ourselves we are not them does not work at all to get rid of them.
Inner silence is what make them go away. They don't like that, because you detach from them, they try to get in again but it is never the same as from that time you are able to fight back.
Here is an example what happens to me really ofter. Years ago I took a loan a the bank. But for some reason I am not able to pay right now so I told them when I got the money I pay them back. Here in my country nobody can go to jail for things like this. They might try to get your house or belogings but I don't have either.
The energy parasite uses that topic to annoy me and put fear on me. And believe me I feel when the thought gets into my mind when I am usually doing something else not even remotely thinking about it. At this point I start laughing because it feels so rare so strange as if someone entering my room telling me about the situation.
And sometimes takes over me and I get really bad. I get really anxious and crazy. I start searching the internet looking for people with the same issue with the bank. And while I do that the voice that calms me my real self is like looking in third person.
That is really shocking! The duality is so evident and still manages to control me. Sometimes when this happens I suddenly stop feeling anxious, I start laughing because I take control again of myself. And I feel how the energy parasite complains starting to put extreme thoughts that I am going to go jail that tomorrow the police will come from me, and as soon I feel that I say. Ok what ever you say asshole! It might be fun! and the foreign voice stops.
This is hard! really hard!
That is the moment where they eat our energy. They love that energy the one produced by fear. But they love most the energy produced by EGO.
Their fear becomes our fear, their crazyness becomes our crazyness it is up to us to stop accepting the fact that they are us.
Unfortunately, trying to convince ourselves we are not them does not work at all to get rid of them.
Inner silence is what make them go away. They don't like that, because you detach from them, they try to get in again but it is never the same as from that time you are able to fight back.
Here is an example what happens to me really ofter. Years ago I took a loan a the bank. But for some reason I am not able to pay right now so I told them when I got the money I pay them back. Here in my country nobody can go to jail for things like this. They might try to get your house or belogings but I don't have either.
The energy parasite uses that topic to annoy me and put fear on me. And believe me I feel when the thought gets into my mind when I am usually doing something else not even remotely thinking about it. At this point I start laughing because it feels so rare so strange as if someone entering my room telling me about the situation.
And sometimes takes over me and I get really bad. I get really anxious and crazy. I start searching the internet looking for people with the same issue with the bank. And while I do that the voice that calms me my real self is like looking in third person.
That is really shocking! The duality is so evident and still manages to control me. Sometimes when this happens I suddenly stop feeling anxious, I start laughing because I take control again of myself. And I feel how the energy parasite complains starting to put extreme thoughts that I am going to go jail that tomorrow the police will come from me, and as soon I feel that I say. Ok what ever you say asshole! It might be fun! and the foreign voice stops.
This is hard! really hard!
Unlocking the Source of the Darkness
During my time on the big city where I studied, I followed most of the guidelines suggested by "the readings" but during that time never really happened, until one day I decided go further.
The excersice I was following was "reaching inner silence" this consists on using the environment as a source of sensorial perception for my senses. When you pay attention to all your surroundings you eventually find out that your thoughts start to diminish. But no matter how hard you try there is always a though popping out, and it is usuallly something that worries you or something ready to make you forget what you are doing.
Despite this strange barrier, I decided to go further and force myself to go deeper.
The result was amazing! For the first of my life I finally sensed something unfamiliar in me but at the sametime something really comforting. When I managed to get on inner silence I witnessed two main events.
During those states I realized something: "There was an amazing calm and a unknown inner voice telling me that no matter how big my daily problems were in reality they don't even matter."
But I even realized there was another voice, a voice that at first I thought it was my self later to find out it wasn't but at the same time it was.
The first time I felt this I did not payed to much attention to it. Later it became really clear that there were two freaking voices in my head during my silence states. One voice was there calming me and telling me that everything is ok. I also realized that is that voice the one that brings order to my life.
On the other hand there is another voice, but that one brings conflict, doubts, fear, and realzed that is the voice I hear everyday in my thoughts.
What a revelation I had!
It was until going deep into the reading I found out what was going on there. Damn! There is something and entity that they call the "Flier". Reading deep into the subject I was shocked!
It is said these entities control humanity with the sole purpose of eating us. It is like a farmer that controls their animals to later kill them to eat them.
But the way they control them is shocking but really clever. At some point of our lives the foreign energy or what I call "energy parasite" take control of our minds making us believe we are them. I know it is hard to believe, and believe me even that time when I read that chapter I could not believe it. One part of me knew that is true while another was telling me I was reading science fiction.
Well the thing is since that day my life has not been the same. There is constant duality inside me fighting and fighting hard. The only way to shut up the voice that brings conflict is when I practice the inner silence, and still I feel how it pops up voice in my hear trying to break my concentration.
That voice trying to break me up is what I call the source of darkness. What the readings call "The Flyer". Other cultures call them differently, some call them Archors and even some religions such as Scientology mention them but with different meaning.
Fighthing the Energy Parasite or the source of darkness is what my life has become ultimately. The thing here is that nobody but me can help me. Nothing coming from human society can help with this fight because it is the flyers who built this society and it is you the one not believing a word of what I am saying the voice of the Flyer itself.
The only way to feel and discover the source of darkness that always follow us around is practicing inner silence, there is no other way.
Discipline is my only weapon here. I have rid of it for short periods, and during that time I have enjoyed my real self and I will get rid of it forever.
The excersice I was following was "reaching inner silence" this consists on using the environment as a source of sensorial perception for my senses. When you pay attention to all your surroundings you eventually find out that your thoughts start to diminish. But no matter how hard you try there is always a though popping out, and it is usuallly something that worries you or something ready to make you forget what you are doing.
Despite this strange barrier, I decided to go further and force myself to go deeper.
The result was amazing! For the first of my life I finally sensed something unfamiliar in me but at the sametime something really comforting. When I managed to get on inner silence I witnessed two main events.
During those states I realized something: "There was an amazing calm and a unknown inner voice telling me that no matter how big my daily problems were in reality they don't even matter."
But I even realized there was another voice, a voice that at first I thought it was my self later to find out it wasn't but at the same time it was.
The first time I felt this I did not payed to much attention to it. Later it became really clear that there were two freaking voices in my head during my silence states. One voice was there calming me and telling me that everything is ok. I also realized that is that voice the one that brings order to my life.
On the other hand there is another voice, but that one brings conflict, doubts, fear, and realzed that is the voice I hear everyday in my thoughts.
What a revelation I had!
It was until going deep into the reading I found out what was going on there. Damn! There is something and entity that they call the "Flier". Reading deep into the subject I was shocked!
It is said these entities control humanity with the sole purpose of eating us. It is like a farmer that controls their animals to later kill them to eat them.
But the way they control them is shocking but really clever. At some point of our lives the foreign energy or what I call "energy parasite" take control of our minds making us believe we are them. I know it is hard to believe, and believe me even that time when I read that chapter I could not believe it. One part of me knew that is true while another was telling me I was reading science fiction.
Well the thing is since that day my life has not been the same. There is constant duality inside me fighting and fighting hard. The only way to shut up the voice that brings conflict is when I practice the inner silence, and still I feel how it pops up voice in my hear trying to break my concentration.
That voice trying to break me up is what I call the source of darkness. What the readings call "The Flyer". Other cultures call them differently, some call them Archors and even some religions such as Scientology mention them but with different meaning.
Fighthing the Energy Parasite or the source of darkness is what my life has become ultimately. The thing here is that nobody but me can help me. Nothing coming from human society can help with this fight because it is the flyers who built this society and it is you the one not believing a word of what I am saying the voice of the Flyer itself.
The only way to feel and discover the source of darkness that always follow us around is practicing inner silence, there is no other way.
Discipline is my only weapon here. I have rid of it for short periods, and during that time I have enjoyed my real self and I will get rid of it forever.
First Post and Introduction
Hello my name is Daniel. Welcome to my humble blog.
A Background about me.
I am male around 30, I am engineer Electronics and Systems engineer, currently self employed. I don't live in the U.S but pretty close from them, I am a neighbor.
I am not married, I don't have a girlfriend. I neither have kids. But I am not here to share with you facts about my life, but fact about some experiences I call facing the "Darkness".
Since I was born I always have been "a different person", and yet everything changed even more when I got 16 when I found some readings that change my life forever.
These readings or books besides of being part of a fantastic narration show you a life style that goes against everything society stands for. Just to make clear everything I am not talking about anything illegal.
These readings I am talking about are part of a collection of books that tales the story of a man that discovers an amazing knowledge that has been hidden to society for thousands of years.
These books besides of being really entretaining also teach an amazing path or life style in which you can find well being and the ways of power.
Everything as just curiosity
Everything started as curiosity. I knew my father had those books long time ago and decided to find out what was having him so thrilled.
This knowledge reveals that "everything that surrounds us is just and arrangement and that we can change this arrangement using our inner power and will"
They also teach you how to behave in society in order you could gather energy to do whatever you want to do. And achieve whatever you want to achieve.
For years I have tried to live following those suggestions using them as guidelines, I have to admit, it is not easy and never achieved to fully make one or another.
When I was 22 I left my house and went to study to a big city. I was very close to parents, specially to my mother. Being far from home made things a little worse for me but I learned to have responsabiltiy of myself and to deal with solitude. Three years later I met a girl which I fall inlove of her and apparently she felt too. We were together five long years, being the last 2 a real nightmare.
Here is the thing of what happened there, every time, I was living following my guideliness that gave amazing patience but sometimes made me act like a stupid. For instance this girl I dated had three kids which she revealed their existance later after we became a couple. I had no trouble accepting that. They even called me daddy which was amazing.
She constantly lied to my face when I always speak with the truth as part of my ideals. Lies have no power at all, lies have no effect in your surroundings. Lies only built a mental image of what is going around you but never make things happen. Lies don't have power.
Another thing she never let me go to her house, she explained me why nevertheless that looks really suspicious but I believed her.
So despite everything I accepted her the way she was and made the stupid thing of promising her that I would never left her. So years passed and things started to get anormal with her. We started to see each other less everytime from days, to weeks to months. Last time I saw her was 2011 and we broked up on March 2013. So just imagine I did not see her for more than a year. And when we broke up I did not brake up with her. She broke up with me.
The point here is that following my idea of "take a decision to the end made things worst for me" I should broke up with her long time ago. For sure I would not make the same mistake now.
So after breaking up I returned to my hometown where my family is and here I am.
A Background about me.
I am male around 30, I am engineer Electronics and Systems engineer, currently self employed. I don't live in the U.S but pretty close from them, I am a neighbor.
I am not married, I don't have a girlfriend. I neither have kids. But I am not here to share with you facts about my life, but fact about some experiences I call facing the "Darkness".
Since I was born I always have been "a different person", and yet everything changed even more when I got 16 when I found some readings that change my life forever.
These readings or books besides of being part of a fantastic narration show you a life style that goes against everything society stands for. Just to make clear everything I am not talking about anything illegal.
These readings I am talking about are part of a collection of books that tales the story of a man that discovers an amazing knowledge that has been hidden to society for thousands of years.
These books besides of being really entretaining also teach an amazing path or life style in which you can find well being and the ways of power.
Everything as just curiosity
Everything started as curiosity. I knew my father had those books long time ago and decided to find out what was having him so thrilled.
This knowledge reveals that "everything that surrounds us is just and arrangement and that we can change this arrangement using our inner power and will"
They also teach you how to behave in society in order you could gather energy to do whatever you want to do. And achieve whatever you want to achieve.
For years I have tried to live following those suggestions using them as guidelines, I have to admit, it is not easy and never achieved to fully make one or another.
When I was 22 I left my house and went to study to a big city. I was very close to parents, specially to my mother. Being far from home made things a little worse for me but I learned to have responsabiltiy of myself and to deal with solitude. Three years later I met a girl which I fall inlove of her and apparently she felt too. We were together five long years, being the last 2 a real nightmare.
Here is the thing of what happened there, every time, I was living following my guideliness that gave amazing patience but sometimes made me act like a stupid. For instance this girl I dated had three kids which she revealed their existance later after we became a couple. I had no trouble accepting that. They even called me daddy which was amazing.
She constantly lied to my face when I always speak with the truth as part of my ideals. Lies have no power at all, lies have no effect in your surroundings. Lies only built a mental image of what is going around you but never make things happen. Lies don't have power.
Another thing she never let me go to her house, she explained me why nevertheless that looks really suspicious but I believed her.
So despite everything I accepted her the way she was and made the stupid thing of promising her that I would never left her. So years passed and things started to get anormal with her. We started to see each other less everytime from days, to weeks to months. Last time I saw her was 2011 and we broked up on March 2013. So just imagine I did not see her for more than a year. And when we broke up I did not brake up with her. She broke up with me.
The point here is that following my idea of "take a decision to the end made things worst for me" I should broke up with her long time ago. For sure I would not make the same mistake now.
So after breaking up I returned to my hometown where my family is and here I am.
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