A fear that does not belongs to you

There is a fact I have discovered during my duality fights. The energy parasite always attacks with fear using any situation to produce doubt and concerns on us. Those causes us anxiety and an unsettling feeling in our stomach.

That is the moment where they eat our energy. They love that energy the one produced by fear. But they love most the energy produced by EGO.

Their fear becomes our fear, their crazyness becomes our crazyness it is up to us to stop accepting the fact that they are us.

Unfortunately, trying to convince ourselves we are not them does not work at all to get rid of them.
Inner silence is what make them go away. They don't like that, because you detach from them, they try to get in again but it is never the same as from that time you are able to fight back.

Here is an example what happens to me really ofter. Years ago I took a loan a the bank. But for some reason I am not able to pay right now so I told them when I got the money I pay them back. Here in my country nobody can go to jail for things like this. They might try to get your house or belogings but I don't have either.

The energy parasite uses that topic to annoy me and put fear on me. And believe me I feel when the thought gets into my mind when I am usually doing something else not even remotely thinking about it. At this point I start laughing because it feels so rare so strange as if someone entering my room telling me about the situation.

And sometimes takes over me and I get really bad. I get really anxious and crazy. I start searching the internet looking for people with the same issue with the bank. And while I do that the voice that calms me my real self is like looking in third person.

That is really shocking! The duality is so evident and still manages to control me. Sometimes when this happens I suddenly stop feeling anxious, I start laughing because I take control again of myself. And I feel how the energy parasite complains starting to put extreme thoughts that I am going to go jail that tomorrow the police will come from me, and as soon I feel that I say. Ok what ever you say asshole! It might be fun! and the foreign voice stops.

This is hard! really hard!