First Post and Introduction

Hello my name is Daniel. Welcome to my humble blog. 

A Background about me.

I am male around 30, I am engineer Electronics and Systems engineer, currently self employed.  I don't live in the U.S but pretty close from them, I am a neighbor.

I am not married, I don't have a girlfriend. I neither have kids. But I am not here to share with you facts about my life, but fact about some experiences I call facing the "Darkness".

Since I was born I always have been "a different person", and yet everything changed even more when I got 16 when I found some readings that change my life forever.

These readings or books besides of being part of a fantastic narration show you a life style that goes against everything society stands for. Just to make clear everything I am not talking about anything illegal.

These readings I am talking about are part of a collection of books that tales the story of a man that discovers an amazing knowledge that has been hidden to society for thousands of years.

These books besides of being really entretaining also teach an amazing path or life style in which you can find well being and the ways of power.

Everything as just curiosity

Everything started as curiosity. I knew my father had those books long time ago and decided to find out what was having him so thrilled.

This knowledge reveals that "everything that surrounds us is just and arrangement and that we can change this arrangement using our inner power and will"

They also teach you how to behave in society in order you could gather energy to do whatever you want to do. And achieve whatever you want to achieve.
 
For years I have tried to live following those suggestions using them as guidelines, I have to admit, it is not easy and never achieved to fully make one or another.

When I was 22 I left my house and went to study to a big city. I was very close to parents, specially to my mother. Being far from home made things a little worse for me but I learned to have responsabiltiy of myself and to deal with solitude. Three years later I met a girl which I fall inlove of her and apparently she felt too. We were together five long years, being the last 2 a real nightmare.

Here is the thing of what happened there, every time, I was living following my guideliness that gave amazing patience but sometimes made me act like a stupid. For instance this girl I dated had three kids which she revealed their existance later after we became a couple. I had no trouble accepting that. They even called me daddy which was amazing.

She constantly lied to my face when I always speak with the truth as part of my ideals. Lies have no power at all, lies have no effect in your surroundings. Lies only built a mental image of what is going around you but never make things happen. Lies don't have power.

Another thing she never let me go to her house, she explained me why nevertheless that looks really suspicious but I believed her.

So despite everything I accepted her the way she was and made the stupid thing of promising her that I would never left her. So years passed and things started to get anormal with her. We started to see each other less everytime from days, to weeks to months. Last time I saw her was 2011 and we broked up on  March 2013. So just imagine I did not see her for more than a year. And when we broke up I did not brake up with her. She broke up with me.

The point here is that following my idea of "take a decision to the end made things worst for me"  I should broke up with her long time ago. For sure I would not make the same mistake now.

So after breaking up I returned to my hometown where my family is and here I am.